Have you ever woken up one day and wondered what in the world are you doing with your life? I fell asleep watching The Batman Movie, you know, the one with Adam West as Batman and Cesar Romero as The Joker? Yeah, that one. Shouldn't I be doing something more productive with my life? Like, I don't know, donating blood, or saving kittens, or some shit like that. Or even exercising, because everyone knows my fat ass could use some.
You know I do good things, I excel at what I do, I'm a good Healthcare Technician, I really do care about my patients, and i'm more attentive than any of the lazy assholes I work with, but you know what I get in return for my kindness? I get treated like I worship the devil. I get made fun of, teased, and relentlessly picked on. Why the fuck do I try so hard at being a good person, at being a nice person, if I only get shoved down and pushed into the dirt.
Everyone's supposed to have a breaking point, but when am I going to meet mine? What is it going to take to gain the respect of my coworkers? Fuck all of them.
And fuck Fry too. What makes him think he can be so god damn smarmy to me? "It's good to use your brains." Fuck you you skinny smart ass. Hans can kiss my fat pasty white ass too. " Dated any losers recently?" No, dated any crazy bitches? Why do I surround myself in assholes?
Baby... I'm sorry... I really, really wish I could give some advice that would fix it all... Just be patient, persevere, good things will come to you, I just know it.
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